A part of my soul was stolen...

I have been robbed. A part of my soul has been stolen from me. Yeah! She has robbed me, but its good, its all ok, I´m better of without her. Of course. Something has filled up the room that was recently occupied by this part of my soul, I think I´ll call it...well, I dont know what to call it, its energy, its will, its strenght, its power, its like I have nothing to loose. And once you lost everything, you´re free to do anything! This feels so much better, and I am my own again, I can not lose now, because all was lost and won back again.

Thank you for freeing me from you, thank you for letting me know that you were an asshole. Thank you for doing all the mistakes you did, so I could see that you were not for me. You dont know the feeling, but one day you will, and you will be so small, so scared of yourself that you dont trust yourself, nor your best friend. I didnt want that, but now I know its the best thing that can happen to you. Have I been there? Yes, its called ying yang, its called karma, its called concience or bad concience, and its called pride. Its called your life and you will hate it. There will come one point in you life when you will reach the exact state that I am in now. Your life is your friends life, your life is your fathers life, your life is your sons life. Its just circles, we all make the same mistakes, we can never pass on what we learn. We are all humans and one day you will know that all you have done, everybody has done before you, if you dont wake up soon. And you really should wake up soon, because you lose yourself everyday, when you do what you do. And I know that deep inside yourself, you know, you are just lying to yourself. And this is the big fucking wake up call for you. Your life is just an illusion when you do what you do. Nothing is real, you dont speak, you dont feel, you dont live, you dont exist until you wake up.

You should also know that you are wasting you time until this moment, and I really hope that you will soon wake up from your craddle of pride which is holding you down, and your egosentric behaviour that is consuming you and stopping you from evolving into something beautiful. This is really what I want to see. You have to open yourself, but can you? You have to open your heart, you have to open your mind. You have to give to receive, you have to give yourself to be loved, you have to sacrifice to feel. I give all I have. I live to give. I would have given you all, but I couldnt because your heart is closed and your mind is not ready. One day you will be ready and I will be gone, in fact I already am gone. You missed, are you scared of making mistakes? You are doing it everytime you are doing what you know you shouldnt do. You should know it. There is nothing like being true, there is nothing like to give, and give specially to give it all. That is beauty, that is special and that is all you want. But will you ever get it?

"toda tu vida te mate la culpa de haberme robado una parte del alma"